Are you okay? Do you need a virtual hug? Somewhere to be heard without judgement or solutions being offered? Do you wish someone would ask how you are?
There’s a lot of powerful energy coursing through the ether for us all right now, and I know of quite a few people who are struggling because of it. And I include myself there.
Thing is, when powerful change is happening, it quite often looks like things are going down the drain. We feel worse, our life gets worse and it seems like we’re losing ground.
What’s happening is, all this energy is creating a great deal of opening up and releasing – which is good because it’s a chance to let go of some things that we’ve been holding onto for a long time and felt like we had no control over. Like what? Like feeling not good enough, like believing we are not lovable, like the patterns that hold us in our wounded beliefs.
But releasing isn’t easy because, in order to be released, stuff has to come up to the surface that is difficult to handle, stuff that makes us feel low, sad, angry, inadequate, a failure. Yes, it can get tough.
Just remember, this is another opportunity to see past the personal, past the emotional, past the over-thinking it and see instead the healing and releasing.
For me, I just had two days when my mood plummeted and tears fell. Then last night, I had diarrhoea throughout the night and didn’t sleep. It was a question of lying on my bed and waiting for the next wave of stomach pains to push me to the bathroom. So, I put on a powerful soundtrack from my Spotify and lay on my back moving my arms around, singing along. Somehow, the music started to awaken a new level of awareness and I began to call in my guides, soul and soul group, asking for cleansing and updating of my energies. I also started to release what I could see didn’t serve me and manifest what I was calling into my life. In doing so, I experienced a new level of uplift and empowerment.
Whilst this was going on, a whole new level of understanding came through. I realised that even though I had believed I was an empowered person who embraced my self love and self worth, there were times when I wasn’t actually living that, I was still giving my energy away and deferring to others instead of being myself.
I needed to see that. I needed to realise that this is okay, that it doesn’t mean I’m failing, it means I’m still growing, still learning and that’s something that never stops.
There is no destination, fulfilment is constant growth that can oscillate between enlightenment and despair and it’s all there for a purpose, bringing us to more fulfilment.
So, in going through my experience, I thought of you, I wondered what you are experiencing and if, like me, you have moments of wishing someone would just reach out, check out how you are. Offer a virtual hug. It can make all the difference just to know we are in this together, we can be there for each other. I am sending my blessings and healing love to you today. And reminding you of how far you’ve come and how amazing you are.