Posted in darkness and light, healing, Inspiration, transformation

House of Cards

What do you do when everything’s a mess?

Chaos does not create order

Chaos creates more chaos.

Sometimes, you just gotta pull the plug

Bring down your house of cards.

Let it fall

What you fear, the collapse,

It’s not going to be as bad as you think.

Let it come

Let the rubble fall

Let it fall until it settles

Then, have a good look around.

You are alive

You are still standing

It can’t get any worse

You have nothing to protect now

Nothing weighing on you

Nothing more to fear

Your worst fear has materialised

And now you are free

Now, you can choose differently

And rebuild anew.

From the ashes of destruction

Soars the phoenix of rebirth.

Sometimes, it’s about one little problem

Sometimes, it’s our entire life.

Posted in darkness and light, healing, Inspiration

Allowing Life To Be

How often have I found that the problems, symptoms, troubles surrounding me always dissipate when I get out of the way.

When I stop fighting.

When I take the road less travelled, the path of least resistance.

When I stop energising the pathways of dissatisfaction, of not being enough, of having to be a fighter or martyr.

When I think that something needs fixing…

It doesn’t.

When we choose to not oppose our conditions, we take away the energy of resistance.

When we remove the energy of resistance, we move from dissonance to resonance.

When we move from dissonance to resonance, we let go of fear and find love.

When we find love, we find our inner peace.

When we find our inner peace, we find our centre, our truth, our integrity and authenticity, we are home.

Do less, trust more, allow, allow, allow.

Posted in healing, Inspiration, love, Personal Story, spiritual skills and techniques

Lightbulb Moment

I had one of those special moments yesterday, you know the ones, when something suddenly clicks into place at a new, deeper, more profound level and a lightbulb goes on.  And as is often the case, it was something I thought I already understood, but no, only intellectual understanding it seems.

Today, I just want to capture that learning, because, like a dream, these moments can so easily blow themselves away from our memory, even if they do count energetically.

I was doing something mundane, I had just read an interesting Facebook post and was mulling it over.  I remember, I was mumbling out loud, and then, suddenly, I said it. 

And, of course, it only happens when something inside us is ready to receive it.  So, it may or may not light your bulb, if I tell you what it was. 

I don’t remember what the post was now, that doesn’t seem important.  But I was thinking about the way we embrace the things that we find really difficult, like painful physical conditions, troubling thoughts and moods, challenging situations.  Well, I’ve been doing that when I can from time to time, with differing results, because sometimes, it’s not easy.

But in this special moment, I suddenly realised that if we open up our heart to that difficulty, literally love it completely, like it is our beloved child, and in realising this, I experienced a flood of love so deep that it was like a pure wave cascading over and through me.  If we do that, it is instantly dissolved.  What can possibly stand in the face of such love?

In that moment, it felt so natural and totally possible to do that.  Now, I’m not so sure, I can still see how easy it is to get caught up in one’s suffering so that we cannot separate it out from ourselves and then look it in the face with such utter, pure heartfelt love that it melts.  I guess I’m probably going to have this particular lightbulb moment a few more times before I totally embody it.   

But now I’ve remembered and captured the memory, I’m going to bring it to mind when I’m in those situations if I can and try it on for size.  You never know, it may just fit.

Posted in channelled message, divine magic, healing, Inspiration, spiritual skills and techniques

Your Magic Wand

I am so excited today to share some wonderful information and understanding that came my way whilst the 8/8 and Lionsgate portal energy was streaming through the ether yesterday.

I opened an email that came through from Master Djwhal Khul, channelled by Natalie Glasson.

And this is Divine MAGIC!

Have you ever wished you had a magic wand to make all your problems go away?

What if I told you, you already have one?!  Sounds too good to be true, how often has something come by your radar and made your heart soar with hope, only to come crashing down when you realise the limitations of what you found?  I know, I’ve been there too.  There are no limitations this time, this is rock-solid gold.

So, what does your magic wand work for?  What does it do?

You know all those habits you really don’t want to be doing anymore because you know they don’t serve you, but you keep finding yourself doing them, nonetheless?  Well, it banishes those for a start.

All those thoughts that won’t go away, the ones that bring you down, make you second-guess yourself, limit yourself, all those repetitive, unwanted thoughts?  Gone!

Feelings that hit you, like sadness, loneliness, feelings that feel like a stab to your heart?  Never again.

All those situations that are no longer serving you, they are toast.  I know you’ve tried and tried to extricate yourself and even come to accept it’s not even possible, but now you can be free.

In fact, any situation that is causing you distress, any dissonance in your life at all.

Yep, you can believe it, you have a simple, fast and sure-fire way to freedom and PEACE!

Now, when you hear about this, I know you’re going to say, “Is that it?  Is that all?  Well, that won’t work!”  Believe me, the simplicity of it is a foil against its power and effectiveness.  Don’t be fooled.  Open your heart, try it, what have you got to lose?  Actually, you’ve got a lot to lose, all the stress, distress, chaos and worry in your life, for starters.  You don’t WANT to hold on to those now, do you?

Okay, this is what came through.  Before we were born, we each made an agreement, every single one of us.  We agreed that we would cultivate inner peace for ourselves and others.  And our soul, soul group and guides (we’ve all got a spiritual support team), they all agreed to send us a surge of inner peace every time we ask.  This is called our Inner Peace Agreement.

So, how does it work?  Simple!  The moment you notice dissonance, notice those pesky thoughts or feelings, notice you are focusing on a problem, redirect your attention towards your inner peace.  Just actively choose to focus on inner peace, easily and effortlessly.  Invoke the agreement, simply say, silently or aloud; “I am activating my Inner Peace Agreement” and you WILL receive support.

Then, just breathe it in, breathe inner peace into your being and breathe inner peace out.  If there’s a situation or problem, simply send your inner peace to that situation when you breathe out.  You will be amazed how peaceful you suddenly feel.  You will notice all those thoughts, feelings, issues and problems just drop away as you are bathed in such blissful peace.  And please understand, it’s not just escapism, every time you do this, you are dissolving the thoughts, feelings, patterns, behaviours, problems at source.  For good.  Just keep doing it.  It’s so easy, so simple, so quick to do and quick to act. 

And remember that agreement you made?  It was to bring yourself and others inner peace?  Well, every time you activate it for yourself, you automatically ARE bringing it to others too.  And if you know somebody who’s having problems, somebody you know could do with activating their inner peace, share this with them.  And if you don’t think they will be open to it, simply ask their soul, their soul group and their guides to activate inner peace for them. 

When you invite inner peace to flood through your body, you are allowing the divine source and the highest energies of enlightenment to course through your being.  Don’t engage with your stuff, don’t try to work things out, just breathe in and out your inner peace.  Magic!  Inner peace dissolves confusion and opens your intuition.  You will find solutions you had never before dreamed of to problems you thought were insurmountable.  And imagine what kind of a world we make when everyone is radiating their inner peace, for themselves and others, right alongside you. You can bet I’m with you, my sisters and brothers.             

Posted in Ascension, darkness and light, healing, Personal Story

How Are You Doing?

Are you okay?  Do you need a virtual hug?  Somewhere to be heard without judgement or solutions being offered?  Do you wish someone would ask how you are?

There’s a lot of powerful energy coursing through the ether for us all right now, and I know of quite a few people who are struggling because of it.  And I include myself there.

Thing is, when powerful change is happening, it quite often looks like things are going down the drain.  We feel worse, our life gets worse and it seems like we’re losing ground.

We’re not. 

What’s happening is, all this energy is creating a great deal of opening up and releasing – which is good because it’s a chance to let go of some things that we’ve been holding onto for a long time and felt like we had no control over.  Like what?  Like feeling not good enough, like believing we are not lovable, like the patterns that hold us in our wounded beliefs.

But releasing isn’t easy because, in order to be released, stuff has to come up to the surface that is difficult to handle, stuff that makes us feel low, sad, angry, inadequate, a failure.  Yes, it can get tough.

Just remember, this is another opportunity to see past the personal, past the emotional, past the over-thinking it and see instead the healing and releasing.

For me, I just had two days when my mood plummeted and tears fell.  Then last night, I had diarrhoea throughout the night and didn’t sleep.  It was a question of lying on my bed and waiting for the next wave of stomach pains to push me to the bathroom.  So, I put on a powerful soundtrack from my Spotify and lay on my back moving my arms around, singing along.  Somehow, the music started to awaken a new level of awareness and I began to call in my guides, soul and soul group, asking for cleansing and updating of my energies.  I also started to release what I could see didn’t serve me and manifest what I was calling into my life.  In doing so, I experienced a new level of uplift and empowerment.

Whilst this was going on, a whole new level of understanding came through.  I realised that even though I had believed I was an empowered person who embraced my self love and self worth, there were times when I wasn’t actually living that, I was still giving my energy away and deferring to others instead of being myself.  

I needed to see that.  I needed to realise that this is okay, that it doesn’t mean I’m failing, it means I’m still growing, still learning and that’s something that never stops. 

There is no destination, fulfilment is constant growth that can oscillate between enlightenment and despair and it’s all there for a purpose, bringing us to more fulfilment.   

So, in going through my experience, I thought of you, I wondered what you are experiencing and if, like me, you have moments of wishing someone would just reach out, check out how you are.  Offer a virtual hug.  It can make all the difference just to know we are in this together, we can be there for each other.  I am sending my blessings and healing love to you today.  And reminding you of how far you’ve come and how amazing you are.    

Posted in Abundance and lack, Andromedans, divine magic, elemental kingdom, Energy healing, healing, inner child, nature, Personal Story

Magic Night Fire

Last night, I sat in my back garden and christened my crucible. It was a night for connecting with the energies belonging to the place where I live, on the side of a Welsh mountain, above a river estuary, overlooking the sea.

It was a night of tremendous power, I could feel it growing within me all day, even to the point of that uncomfortable feeling when we begin to feel overwhelmed, when we know it’s time to send that energy into the Earth through our feet, to ground and anchor it and relieve the building pressure on ourselves.

It was a night with owls calling as I made magic with the elements. The cracklings of the fire were my soundtrack above the calling fox, swaying trees and the owls.

I sipped a spiced rum which I shared with the fire, the trees and earth around me as an offering of love and gratitude, even as I aligned myself with the upper and lower worlds.

I made a deep healing journey for some of my inner children, those still carrying the abandonment wound.

I received a channelled message from my beloved soul group, the Andromedans about manifestation and how it is the belief, trust and confidence we feel that gets in our way, not the practical skills, which are in-built, we are manifesting in every moment, after all. And whether that’s for our betterment or not is down to our mastery, which is led by our self-belief.

I centred my being and showered love and gratitude on the many blessings in my life, not forgetting to acknowledge and send love and gratitude to my self, my soul and all the expressions that I am in this life.

Eventually, the glowing embers dimmed, the clouds grew thin and one by one, diamonds appeared in the vast canopy overhead.

Posted in Abundance and lack, Ascension, channelled message, divine magic, Energy healing, Goddess, healing, I AM Presence, Inspiration, love, oneness, Online workshops, Soul Integration, Soul Mastery, spiritual skills and techniques, the Creator, The Truth of our Being, transformation, Twin Flame

Divine Union Is You

We live our lives with the illusion of separation and it causes us so much trouble and gives us so many rich experiences for our growth.

A double edged sword, you might say.

We are now fast-tracking our growth and healing and bringing that sense of separation to an end as we invite and embody divine union.

How do we do this? We activate and ignite our twin flame.

Your twin flame is an energy that sits at the core of your soul. Activating it is akin to connecting with the truth of our being. You see, we are divine. You are divine, you are divine now, always have been, always will be. You are never alone, you are a beacon of love, in fact, you are love incarnate. You are always everything that is, everything.

But the question is, do you sense, feel, acknowledge these deep truths about you?

If you do, you will never seek anything outside of yourself.
You will never feel lonely or as though you don’t belong.
You will never need healing.
You will always be complete and balanced.

And that’s just for starters. It’s time to activate your twin flame. Because your twin flame IS divine union. It is the divine feminine and divine masculine that you are, combined. Because we are all both.

And when you activate divine union at the core of your being, your soul, you BECOME your divine truth. You wake up to being the divine being you always were. You rock it.

Imagine going through life KNOWING you are divine. BEING your divine self.

To activate your twin flame requires an energetic activation process that I would LOVE to take you through on my TWIN FLAME ALCHEMY online workshop.

It takes place on FRIDAY 13th AUGUST at 3.30pm to 5.30pm British Summer Time.
It costs only £15

Not only will you ignite your twin flame but you will also receive a sacred soul initiation, integrating you with the full spectrum of your soul and entitling you to enrol on all future amenet drago : Soul Mastery workshops.

You will experience not one, but two energy chambers where you will meet your twin flame embodied as a person or persons and then manifest your twin flame into your life as a person who acts as a mirror for you and creates sacred, divine union with you, in the form of your choosing.

I can assure you, every one of my offerings is deep, profound, transformative and life changing. Go HERE to read what people have to say.

Honestly, are you crazy enough to say no to this?!?

Posted in healing, inner child, love

I Will Not Fix You

Do you ever get caught up with other people and their lives, because you know you can see something they can’t about the things that are hurting them?

With our nearest and dearest, it can be so tempting to point it out, and usually, that’s going to end badly.

Or we keep tight lipped and watch our dear one floundering around, completely missing the understanding we can see right in front of their nose.

Perhaps, we convince ourselves that we are doing the right thing, the best thing, to tell them what we see, we feel we are helping out.

And yet, this is not always welcomed, especially when they are not ready to hear it, when they don’t see it that way themselves.

And how do we know we were right or wrong?  How do we know what their soul’s truth is?  Maybe it’s their soul path to find this out for themselves when the time is right.  Maybe we will come to see that, actually, we are interfering and our view is simply that, a perspective coming from our personal filter.

Have you ever thought, I’ve been struggling with all this trouble in my life and if somebody who loves me can see what I’m doing wrong, please point it out to me!  

But then, if somebody does, we feel so attacked, we feel small, like we were stupid to be going about without seeing it all that time, that other people must have realised and we didn’t?

And maybe it hurts to be told about what we perceive as our faults.  What we perceive as our weaknesses.  Having someone point out where we are going wrong, where our patterns create dissonance in our lives, that’s going to be difficult to take.

And yet, saying nothing and watching our loved one keep falling down, remaining in pain and suffering because they are oblivious of what we see, that’s a tough one.

Have you noticed, it’s so much easier to understand other people’s lives, their patterns, their wounds, the mistakes they keep making, so much easier to see it in others than in ourselves.

Here’s a little prayer I came across that really speaks to me.  It’s learning I needed, it’s wisdom that speaks volumes, I hope it helps you too, because the last line says it all.  Quite often it’s much harder to walk beside our loved ones and let them make all the mistakes they need.  Let them be oblivious.  To know that that is their path and they’re entitled to it.  To remain constant and unflustered when our loved ones cannot see the healing they need and know that’s okay for them, they are on their own journey and to be alongside is enough.

And, for those of us who are healers, who have dedicated our lives to helping others, we are especially in need of pondering on this wisdom.

A Medicine Woman’s Prayer

I will not rescue you.

For you are not powerless.

I will not fix you.

For you are not broken.

I will not heal you.

For I see you, in your wholeness.

I will walk with you through the darkness

As you remember your light.