Posted in Inspiration, love, spiritual skills and techniques, The Truth of our Being

Making a Tulpa of Truth, Love and Peace

Have you ever heard of a tulpa?  Don’t quote me on this, but I would describe it as a conscious being that’s created from thought-forms that have been invested with intent and emotions.  Which is quite a thing!

So, where are they and how were they made?

A possible example might be when, for generations, people in a location perpetuate the belief in a being of some sort existing there, maybe in a house or wood or the larger environment. And credible people report seeing something that fits the expected appearance of the being. This may be animal or human-like. You could say the Loch Ness monster is a tulpa.

On the more negative side, it can be created through dark practices, like a thought-form as a curse or by black magic, creating a dark energy that begins to take on its own awareness.  The ancient tribal elders from around the world, the San of the Kalahari, Native American, Pacific and Antipodean tribal elders, they speak of evil sorcerers who created this kind of thing, good shamans gone bad. The Navajo skinwalker may be an example of this kind of being.

For myself, I have come across a being, like a nature spirit, that existed in a very old church and came into being because of the energy of many generations of prayer, condensed in the building over time until the energy formed into that little being, like a brownie, a being with conscious intent.

Tulpa is a very interesting word and I decided to repurpose it.

Right now, in 2021, so much energy is coming to us from the higher realms to support humankind to increase their experience of embodying three special qualities, they are love, peace and truth. 

I noticed that ‘Truth, Unconditional Love, Peace = Awake!’ spells TULPA.  Lovely, isn’t it?

Imagine if we all collectively made a tulpa of truth, unconditional love and peace?  And it became a conscious living energy in its own right?  Wow, right?

So, let’s break these qualities down.  Now, Truth is a big one.

I think it’s really difficult to live one’s truth completely in the kind of society we have built for ourselves.  So much has been created through deceit and lack of integrity.  We expect it of our politicians and we still vote them in.  We have accepted it as a part of life.

When it comes to truth, I’m not really thinking about others, I’m thinking about me. We all need to look at ourselves and be up front about how much honesty, integrity and authenticity we have. We cannot be our authentic selves whilst there is any dishonesty, falseness or misrepresentation going on in our lives, whether it’s with ourselves or with others.

If we look at ourselves we can see where we need to be doing a bit of cleaning up. If we are wont to say things we don’t mean, if we are being dishonest to anyone, if we don’t live our truth, settle for less, keep secrets for an easy life, it’s time to set some steps in place, starting small, to clean up our ways. I have been doing this and I must admit I was, at first, scared of coming clean about a few things. In every case, things never kicked off in the way I expected they would, the universe looked after me. Actually, I started with the big, obvious things, and now it’s the little general conversations where I need to ensure I consistently protect my integrity and honesty.

Unconditional Love is no easier than truth. Reason being, we tend to hold judgements and set standards and expectations and it’s really difficult to drop them. Especially as, in some situations we can see those as protective. So, let’s start with ourselves. Now, that’s a big one, to hold unconditional love for oneself. And then, extend it to our nearest and dearest. No judgements, no expectations, remember? Do unto others as we would have done to us. And do unto ourselves as we would have others do to us. That’s unconditional love.

Ah, Peace. If our life is chaotic, it’s because we don’t know how to find our inner peace. If we get confused or sad, being able to go to a place of peace is imperative. You can’t be sad with peace in your heart because love blossoms wherever peace is and love will lift you up. Peace, as I often say, is a place we go where only love exists. Love is the opposite of fear and fear is every emotion that isn’t love. When we learn to go inside to our place of inner peace and call peace into our energy, then, we enter love.

All of these energies, love, peace and truth already exist inside us. That means we can always find them inside ourselves and go there. We can ask our guides, our angels, the Creator or Universal energies, whatever your preference, to take us there, to send us their love or peace or truth so we can resonate with it, breathe it in. Then, we sit with it. Breathing it in and out. Sending it through our entire being. Grounding and manifesting it by sending it into the Earth through the soles of our feet to anchor, through our roots. The more often we do this, the more often our lives will naturally start to change, so there’s less chaos, less judgement, less expectations, less dishonesty or lack of integrity in our lives.

And it all happens with ease. That’s why TULPA is a really good way of remembering to embody and express truth, unconditional love and peace for ourselves and everyone else.

Posted in Inspiration, love, The Truth of our Being

Blazing Sun

Who do you know that impresses you?

Who do you know that you admire?

Maybe they’re honest, they embody integrity, maybe they’re full of love and compassion.  Maybe they make time for others when they don’t have to or simply live by the kind of standards you respect.

Maybe, when they talk, they talk from the heart.  They are real.  Maybe, when they act, they walk their talk.  They bring it.  They step up and follow through.

Sure, they probably have some baggage too, don’t we all?  But they’re mature about it.  And maybe they’re quiet about themselves, not the kind that comes to the forefront.  Maybe their inner beauty is soft and subtle, but you notice them, just the same.

Maybe, it’s somebody who has a main role in your life, maybe it’s somebody you see from afar.  Whoever it is, don’t lose them, don’t take who they are for granted.  Don’t pass up the chance to spend more time with them, to invite them wholly into your heart and your life. 

So often, we don’t tell people how much they mean, we don’t spend time with the ones who uplift and enrich us.  We don’t make the effort because we think there will always be time, always be a chance…  Maybe, you hold back because you don’t think they see you or that you’ve got anything they need.  Maybe you don’t think you’re deserving enough for them. 

You’re wrong, you are.  You can see them, can’t you?  And we all need to be seen.  You can hear their truth, and we all need to be heard.  Maybe, they don’t feel the same value in themselves as you perceive in them.  Maybe, someone’s looking at you right now and seeing how brightly you shine, how fine a person you are, how true your heart is, what a beacon of love you can be.  You would want them to step forward, wouldn’t you?  To let you know they see you?

You deserve people like that walking alongside you on your journey and they deserve you. 

Don’t hold back, don’t wait, don’t question your worth.  Don’t hesitate, bring those people into your life now, for the beacons of light we are will shine together as a blazing sun.

Posted in Abundance and lack, Ascension, darkness and light, Energy healing, love, spiritual skills and techniques

The Path of No Resistance

I wish to let you know, we do not need to suffer anymore.

And that’s a big statement that needs some serious quantifying, so I had better get onto it.

The Ascended Masters and Archangels are telling me we don’t have to suffer anymore, all our suffering has been released and has been freed from our karma.  And yet, we clearly are still suffering.

There’s a dissonance between what they mean and what we are realising and that gap needs filling.

What they mean is we have all the skills at our disposal to remove or bypass suffering.

We have the ability to remove our own suffering at will.

Suffering used to be necessary for growth and karma but is no longer necessary.

We can choose to grow without it, we have been released of all our karma, all our past lives and the life we’re living now have been cleansed and integrated for us.

That’s what they mean.

But we are still suffering because we think we have to.

We are still suffering because either we don’t realise or don’t remember to use the tools we possess as human beings that can release or remove our suffering.

We are still suffering because we believe that suffering is a part of our lot, a part of our sacred journey.

It’s not.  Do you really think the Creator wishes you to suffer if you don’t have to?  The Creator is the most incredible source of indescribable unconditional love that can exist.  I know the Buddha talked about the need for suffering, how the path of Earth is one of suffering, but that was then and this is now.  The path of Earth is one of fulfilment, to experience fulfilment constantly, eternally, and we are all deserving of this. A lot has changed and suffering is no longer needed.

We can choose not to suffer.  But if we don’t believe that or don’t choose to energise the pathway of not-suffering, we stay stuck with suffering.  Maybe we don’t believe there’s no need for suffering.  Maybe we believe we are not worthy to be free of suffering.  A lot of us are carrying guilt, remorse, confusion, low self-worth.  A lot of us are carrying the energy of suffering because we don’t realise that we simply need to choose to let it go and no longer energise that pathway.  No longer persist in holding onto it. 

We no longer need to carry guilt, remorse, confusion, low self-worth, lack consciousness, whether lack of love or anything else.  We don’t need to carry any of those burdens, but we are.  Because when they come up to be released, we are not letting them go. 

And it’s not easy to let go.  We are letting them go one minute and then calling them back the next, like old frenemies, bad habits we are used to.  Goddess knows, I’ve got my struggles with this and I presume you’ve got yours.  It’s not simple and I am not saying it’s easy.  But I am saying it could be.

So, first of all, please know, you don’t need to be carrying those energies anymore, please don’t think suffering is a given. People on the journey, whether spiritual or not, people going through their shit, they think they have to try, to work hard at it, to make an effort. It’s the opposite. Stop trying, stop processing, stop looking for answers. Stop. You need do nothing, just let go, once you do that, everything can happen naturally. Get out of the way and let the Universe help you, it will do the work for you and you can sit back and receive. Stop fighting the Universal flow, really, it’s on your side and you are the one getting in the way.

Suffering can be a teacher, it shows where there’s something out of alignment, something causing dissonance in our lives.  So, it’s like having an early warning alarm system built in.  But then, we can notice, adjust and reset the alarm so that the suffering is gone.  But only if we know how. 

We need a bag of spiritual energetic tools that enable us to do this and more.  And that’s where my next online workshop comes in.  I’m creating a 101 course on energetic tools and gifts that we all have access to.   They will deliver to you:-

Instant inner peace

Instant grounding

Instant protection from all unwelcome dissonant energies

Instant boosting of your energy and vitality

Instant fulfilment and so much more.

You will have a directory of energetic solutions to every situation that you need help and support with. You will know how to express your life as an energy being, which you truly are.

And when it comes to letting go of suffering, it’s hard because our relationship with suffering goes deep, it’s been within us a long time, not just us personally but us as humanity, as a collective.  It’s a huge part of our psyche.  And so much is coming to the surface to be cleared now, so suffering is coming to the surface.  Many things that trigger suffering are coming to the surface.  If we don’t know how to clear that dissonant energy, we suffer more, not less as it’s meant to be. 

Whatever comes up from the past doesn’t need to be engaged with, just let it come up and move through. Whatever is coming up, it’s coming up to be released with love, not to be held onto, not to be engaged with, not to be intellectualised or processed, not to be energised, not to cause us suffering.  When we choose to no longer energise a pathway, we are recognising the trust, the strength and power that exists within our being, which is always present.  And most importantly it’s about recognising that we are a beacon of love.  When we can recognise the power of our love, and the love that is gifted to us and flows through us, we will recognise that anything is possible.  And, of course, what is also needed is a deeper connection with our soul.    

[This post goes out for you, Lorraine.  I see you, I hear you.  You are a being of love and love is at your core.  Always]  

[Painting above is by myself, Ananda Amenet Reid and is protected by copyright and cannot be reproduced]  

Posted in Abundance and lack, love, Personal Story, The Truth of our Being

Finding Our Centre

What is your centre?

Being centred, finding my centre, connecting to my centre, these have been expressing in my world as major themes for the past month or so. 

I love animated films, love animation as art, especially Studio Ghibli, but can appreciate any animated film, I find them so magical.  And I saw one recently called ‘Rise of the Guardians’ where a character asked the question; “What is your centre?”  Funny where things pop up.

He had a Russian doll, and each layer had a figure with an expression on its’ face for each of his qualities, and in the middle was his centre, a little baby with big eyes, and that was the quality of wonder.  That was his centre, a quality he was born with, the definition of who he is. 

This got me thinking about who I am and what are the qualities in my Russian doll layers and what’s at my centre?

If that’s true for us, when we find our centre, do we find our soul purpose, our destiny, our presence of being?

I also picked up another piece of wisdom this week that says it’s the primary theme of our struggles in life that point us towards the unique quality we hold at the centre.  So, maybe it’s the themes of our struggles that tell us what our core quality is. 

If you’re like me, there’s been particular challenges that have emerged, teaching me who I am over the years.  My lessons have been about love, especially loving myself.  This has been my path through experiencing a lack of being loved through rejection, abandonment and lack consciousness generally.  These experiences have kicked my butt and I’ve worked to become my own source for all that was not there outside of me.  I know I wouldn’t have got there without these struggles and challenges, they’ve fast-tracked me, really, and I sense that’s what my soul called for.

Maybe my centre is holding the qualities of love and abundance, or maybe they are amongst the inner layers and there’s something further and deeper for me to find at the core.  

If we know our core quality, our super-power, we know who we are, we gain the confidence to go full-speed ahead with how we hold and express that quality outwards, for ourselves and the world.

Posted in death, Granma Wisdom, love

Granma Wisdom and Petey’s Death

“Granma, look!  Petey’s dead!  I woke up this morning and he was lying on my bed, dead.”

“Oh, goodness darling, I am sorry that Petey has chosen to leave, he was very poorly yesterday and you know the vet said that might happen, don’t you?  I know it’s a shock and you’re going to miss him terribly, but it’s good to know he’s not in pain anymore.  You were so kind to keep him on your bed and let him be with you while he left.  I’m here anytime you need a great big Granma hug.”

“Why has Petey chosen to leave, Granma?”

“We all choose our death, sweetheart, just like we all choose our birth.  Death isn’t the opposite of life, life goes on, it’s the opposite of birth.  Death is a transition.  Now, that’s a big word and it means that Petey has gone through a kind of invisible doorway, and as he went through, you could say he’s shifted from being solid to being just energy, but he’s still alive.”

“But Petey didn’t choose to die, the vet said he picked up something that poisoned him.”

“Yes, she did, and she tried to make him better but it didn’t work. You know, there are many ways to die, to make that transition. Sometimes, it’s an illness, sometimes it’s an accident or situation where suddenly it happens. It’s rarely that we simply go to sleep and say; “I’m going now, see you on the other side.” But even when it’s unexpected and a terrible tragedy, there is a decision made by the soul and in agreement with the source, because we cannot cross through that doorway if we are not meant to go.”

“So, you’re saying Petey chose to go?  Why would he do that?  He loved it here with me, I know he did.”

“Ah, difficult to answer that, I don’t know what Petey’s soul journey is.  Maybe he did everything he came here to do.  Maybe another opportunity to live through another body opened up for his soul, a new life that would give him new learning.  

Think of it this way, remember when your Mom and Dad went away for three weeks?  They had to go abroad for a funeral, remember?  And they left you behind with me.  You were very upset they left you, weren’t you?  You didn’t want them to go, even though you knew they were coming back.  But we talked about it and you understood that it wasn’t about leaving you, it was something they had to do for themselves.  And they didn’t want to leave you but they needed to go.  Well, it’s just the same with Petey, he didn’t want to leave you but it was something he had to do for himself. 

Sweetie, it’s going to hurt, like it hurt when Mom and Dad left, that’s only natural and I’m here to listen and give you my special cuddles, right?  Remember what I said, the part that’s really Petey, his energy and soul, that’s still alive and choosing the next part of his journey.”    

“If he’s still alive, where is he, then?  And why do I have his body in my hands, Granma?”

“Sweetheart, keep still and let me wipe those big tears with my hankie.  You just said it yourself, sweetie, you have his little body in your hands, you don’t have Petey.” 

“But it hurts so much, Granma, I really love Petey, he was only a kitten and I don’t want him to go!”

“Sweetheart, he hasn’t gone far, would you like me to show you how to contact him now that he’s energy?”

“Can I?”

“Yes dear, anytime you like, he’s still around, you know, you just can’t see him because you’re focusing on his little body in your hands as being him, when he’s not that at all.

Come and sit on my lap and let’s breathe nice and slow together….that’s it.  Can you feel yourself calming down?  Remember how to connect to the inner peace that’s always inside you?  That’s it.

Now, close your eyes and see or just feel Petey here with you.  Can you feel him?”

“Kinda, but it’s faint, Granma.”

“Okay, if you sit like this from time to time, the connection will grow stronger and you’ll feel him every time he’s around you.  Here’s another way.  Put yourself inside your heart chakra, okay?

“Yes, Granma, I’m in.”

“Good, now inside that chamber of your heart chakra, take a seat in the chamber.  And notice there’s a chair opposite you.  Now, ask Petey to come into your heart chakra and sit on that chair.”

“He’s here, Granma!  I can see him!”

“Great!  How does he look?”

“He looks fine, he’s licking his paw, he looks relaxed and happy.”

“Good.  Now, inside your heart chakra, Petey can do something extraordinary, he can talk, so ask him how he is.”

“ ’Petey, hi mate!  So glad to see you, buddy.  How’re you doing?  Do you know you’re dead?  Are you alright?’  He says he fine and he knows.  He says he’s sorry he had to leave but he’s still going to be with me for a while.  He says he loves me, Granma!“

“That’s wonderful, sweetheart, and what do you want to tell him?”

“ ‘Petey, you know I love you too, so much, buddy!  And I’m really sad you had to leave, I’m really gonna miss you, Petey.  I think it’s gonna help if we meet up like this from time to time.  I’m so glad to know you’re alright.’ “

“What’s happening?”

“He’s come over onto my lap, Granma, and he’s rubbing his face into my hands and purring.  He says he’s gonna be sleeping on my bed with me every night.  I think he’s gonna leave now, yeah, there he goes.”

“How are you feeling?”

“Sad, but I’m gonna be alright.” 

“We’ll have a really special send-off for Petey’s body.  It’s going to be our way of celebrating the life he had with us.  Let’s sit down and plan everything we’re going to need and what you want to do, hey?”

“Okay, Granma, and thanks for helping me understand.”

“Anytime, sweetheart, always here for you.”

Posted in divine magic, love

Love In Action

Is love your goal?

Are you focused on the embodiment and expression of love?

Are you making love your foundation?

When love becomes our foundation

It is the bedrock of all that we are.

We recognise the magic that is within us.

We recognise the magic in everything.

When love is our foundation,

We have progressed beyond the conscious expression of  

The embodiment of our love.

We recognise that we are love in action.

I love that phrase – love in action.

Nobody can be love in action all the time,

There are times we feel the opposite of love.

And that’s a healing and a releasing process,

Let’s recognise it as such,

Because it’s not a reflection on how well we’re doing on our spiritual journey.

Posted in healing, Inspiration, love, Personal Story, spiritual skills and techniques

Lightbulb Moment

I had one of those special moments yesterday, you know the ones, when something suddenly clicks into place at a new, deeper, more profound level and a lightbulb goes on.  And as is often the case, it was something I thought I already understood, but no, only intellectual understanding it seems.

Today, I just want to capture that learning, because, like a dream, these moments can so easily blow themselves away from our memory, even if they do count energetically.

I was doing something mundane, I had just read an interesting Facebook post and was mulling it over.  I remember, I was mumbling out loud, and then, suddenly, I said it. 

And, of course, it only happens when something inside us is ready to receive it.  So, it may or may not light your bulb, if I tell you what it was. 

I don’t remember what the post was now, that doesn’t seem important.  But I was thinking about the way we embrace the things that we find really difficult, like painful physical conditions, troubling thoughts and moods, challenging situations.  Well, I’ve been doing that when I can from time to time, with differing results, because sometimes, it’s not easy.

But in this special moment, I suddenly realised that if we open up our heart to that difficulty, literally love it completely, like it is our beloved child, and in realising this, I experienced a flood of love so deep that it was like a pure wave cascading over and through me.  If we do that, it is instantly dissolved.  What can possibly stand in the face of such love?

In that moment, it felt so natural and totally possible to do that.  Now, I’m not so sure, I can still see how easy it is to get caught up in one’s suffering so that we cannot separate it out from ourselves and then look it in the face with such utter, pure heartfelt love that it melts.  I guess I’m probably going to have this particular lightbulb moment a few more times before I totally embody it.   

But now I’ve remembered and captured the memory, I’m going to bring it to mind when I’m in those situations if I can and try it on for size.  You never know, it may just fit.

Posted in Abundance and lack, Ascension, channelled message, divine magic, Energy healing, Goddess, healing, I AM Presence, Inspiration, love, oneness, Online workshops, Soul Integration, Soul Mastery, spiritual skills and techniques, the Creator, The Truth of our Being, transformation, Twin Flame

Divine Union Is You

We live our lives with the illusion of separation and it causes us so much trouble and gives us so many rich experiences for our growth.

A double edged sword, you might say.

We are now fast-tracking our growth and healing and bringing that sense of separation to an end as we invite and embody divine union.

How do we do this? We activate and ignite our twin flame.

Your twin flame is an energy that sits at the core of your soul. Activating it is akin to connecting with the truth of our being. You see, we are divine. You are divine, you are divine now, always have been, always will be. You are never alone, you are a beacon of love, in fact, you are love incarnate. You are always everything that is, everything.

But the question is, do you sense, feel, acknowledge these deep truths about you?

If you do, you will never seek anything outside of yourself.
You will never feel lonely or as though you don’t belong.
You will never need healing.
You will always be complete and balanced.

And that’s just for starters. It’s time to activate your twin flame. Because your twin flame IS divine union. It is the divine feminine and divine masculine that you are, combined. Because we are all both.

And when you activate divine union at the core of your being, your soul, you BECOME your divine truth. You wake up to being the divine being you always were. You rock it.

Imagine going through life KNOWING you are divine. BEING your divine self.

To activate your twin flame requires an energetic activation process that I would LOVE to take you through on my TWIN FLAME ALCHEMY online workshop.

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You will experience not one, but two energy chambers where you will meet your twin flame embodied as a person or persons and then manifest your twin flame into your life as a person who acts as a mirror for you and creates sacred, divine union with you, in the form of your choosing.

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Posted in darkness and light, love, Poetry

I Am Present

Even if I seem distant,

If I seem quiet,

Know that I am present.

Unconditional love stays at source

And will not follow into darkness.

I am waiting.

Holding the light.

I will not give false platitudes,

But make silent prayers for you.

I place my whole being into the hands of the Creator

And trust that you make space for the Creator within you.

I will stay with the source, loving you as the source loves you.

I will not give the comfort that your wounded child craves,

But my soul glorifies in the presence of your perfect soul.

You may choose what you will,

Wander where you wish,

Even into darkness, confusion, chaos.

I will not move into the abyss with you.

I remain at the place of truth.

Whether or not you see me, whether you hear or feel me,

I am present.

Posted in healing, inner child, love

I Will Not Fix You

Do you ever get caught up with other people and their lives, because you know you can see something they can’t about the things that are hurting them?

With our nearest and dearest, it can be so tempting to point it out, and usually, that’s going to end badly.

Or we keep tight lipped and watch our dear one floundering around, completely missing the understanding we can see right in front of their nose.

Perhaps, we convince ourselves that we are doing the right thing, the best thing, to tell them what we see, we feel we are helping out.

And yet, this is not always welcomed, especially when they are not ready to hear it, when they don’t see it that way themselves.

And how do we know we were right or wrong?  How do we know what their soul’s truth is?  Maybe it’s their soul path to find this out for themselves when the time is right.  Maybe we will come to see that, actually, we are interfering and our view is simply that, a perspective coming from our personal filter.

Have you ever thought, I’ve been struggling with all this trouble in my life and if somebody who loves me can see what I’m doing wrong, please point it out to me!  

But then, if somebody does, we feel so attacked, we feel small, like we were stupid to be going about without seeing it all that time, that other people must have realised and we didn’t?

And maybe it hurts to be told about what we perceive as our faults.  What we perceive as our weaknesses.  Having someone point out where we are going wrong, where our patterns create dissonance in our lives, that’s going to be difficult to take.

And yet, saying nothing and watching our loved one keep falling down, remaining in pain and suffering because they are oblivious of what we see, that’s a tough one.

Have you noticed, it’s so much easier to understand other people’s lives, their patterns, their wounds, the mistakes they keep making, so much easier to see it in others than in ourselves.

Here’s a little prayer I came across that really speaks to me.  It’s learning I needed, it’s wisdom that speaks volumes, I hope it helps you too, because the last line says it all.  Quite often it’s much harder to walk beside our loved ones and let them make all the mistakes they need.  Let them be oblivious.  To know that that is their path and they’re entitled to it.  To remain constant and unflustered when our loved ones cannot see the healing they need and know that’s okay for them, they are on their own journey and to be alongside is enough.

And, for those of us who are healers, who have dedicated our lives to helping others, we are especially in need of pondering on this wisdom.

A Medicine Woman’s Prayer

I will not rescue you.

For you are not powerless.

I will not fix you.

For you are not broken.

I will not heal you.

For I see you, in your wholeness.

I will walk with you through the darkness

As you remember your light.