Today, for the Wolf Moon, I bring you a live recording to capture the wild, untamed energy of nature which holds the power of tonight’s full moon. May you enjoy the full moon tonight in whichever way she calls you.
Yesterday was an amazing day. I went to a spa for the first time ever. As I entered the spa, there was a hexagonal pool bubbling like a boiling cauldron but I made my way to the jacuzzi to find a moment of peace and calm. From there, I called in my guides, soul and soul group out loud because I had the whole place to myself. More than anything, I was so joyous to be in water again. Water is my element, I love being in water with a passion and the current pandemic situation has made that difficult over the past year. Water talks to me, yes, literally. When I’m immersed in water, whether in the shower, bath, sea or swimming pool, I can connect to its vibration, it can be emotional and it gives me many insights, sometimes we have a two-way conversation. Yesterday, I was buoyant in mood and my inner child was coming out to play.
In the jacuzzi, whilst connecting with water’s vibration, I started a healing process to completely clear the forty-two remaining shards of my wounded inner child, bringing it all into a whole and healed energy that I placed in my heart chakra. Wow, it was wonderful and deep and no sooner was it done than my inner child came out to play. I became like a child again, playing in the water, laughing out loud, full of love, joy and fun. It was wonderful to be in such bubbly water, especially the energetic spa pool with its multiple waterfalls and powerful jets churning up the water. I realised that fate had wisely determined that I come alone, I had asked a few people but ended up without a buddy. Had I been with a friend or if another client had entered the spa during this time, I would have preserved my adult decorum and not cavorted in the water like a seven year old having the time of her life. I had not played like this or had so much fun in ages.
After an hour and a half in the spa, it was time to go for my two treatments, a back massage and facial. Oh boy! I entered a new world and whole different energy. This was peace, calm, serenity. The soft lighting, warm sensuous scents and gentle music lulled me into a deep place as the masseuse began her art. Having never had the experience before, I had no frame of reference but I was not prepared for what unfolded. I began to recognise and embrace my inner goddess. All women are divine goddesses but, in that moment, I was a conscious goddess and felt honoured by the gift I was being given. It was, more than any other word, reverent. I felt like she was acknowledging the worthiness of my body and soul. I was amazed that a total stranger, albeit one doing her job, was touching me with her whole self, I could sense that she put herself wholly into what she did. She was so caring and loving and giving, I felt divine. When she proceeded with the facial, I expected her to slap on a face mask and leave me for twenty minutes, but no. The entire facial was akin to a Japanese tea ritual, every motion was deliberate and beautiful, every touch was caressing and ceremonial. The mask came with a face massage, even the hot flannel was moved across my face as though it was a ritual honouring my goddess self. I have been thinking about setting up a spiritual community and retreat centre and it occurred to me on that couch that I need to run a Divine Goddess Intensive retreat and ensure every woman has an experience like this. In fact, I’d like to include make-up, hair and portrait photography and give every woman a photo of herself as the divine goddess she is, so she never forgets it.
Never would I have guessed when I went off to the spa this morning with my gift voucher that I would be having such a day, healing my inner child, embracing my inner goddess and shamelessly playing in water. Needless to say, I’m going back soon.
Photo: This experience took place at The Cliff Hotel & Spa, Cardigan. Here is the spa pool.