Posted in healing, Inspiration, love, Personal Story, spiritual skills and techniques

Lightbulb Moment

I had one of those special moments yesterday, you know the ones, when something suddenly clicks into place at a new, deeper, more profound level and a lightbulb goes on.  And as is often the case, it was something I thought I already understood, but no, only intellectual understanding it seems.

Today, I just want to capture that learning, because, like a dream, these moments can so easily blow themselves away from our memory, even if they do count energetically.

I was doing something mundane, I had just read an interesting Facebook post and was mulling it over.  I remember, I was mumbling out loud, and then, suddenly, I said it. 

And, of course, it only happens when something inside us is ready to receive it.  So, it may or may not light your bulb, if I tell you what it was. 

I don’t remember what the post was now, that doesn’t seem important.  But I was thinking about the way we embrace the things that we find really difficult, like painful physical conditions, troubling thoughts and moods, challenging situations.  Well, I’ve been doing that when I can from time to time, with differing results, because sometimes, it’s not easy.

But in this special moment, I suddenly realised that if we open up our heart to that difficulty, literally love it completely, like it is our beloved child, and in realising this, I experienced a flood of love so deep that it was like a pure wave cascading over and through me.  If we do that, it is instantly dissolved.  What can possibly stand in the face of such love?

In that moment, it felt so natural and totally possible to do that.  Now, I’m not so sure, I can still see how easy it is to get caught up in one’s suffering so that we cannot separate it out from ourselves and then look it in the face with such utter, pure heartfelt love that it melts.  I guess I’m probably going to have this particular lightbulb moment a few more times before I totally embody it.   

But now I’ve remembered and captured the memory, I’m going to bring it to mind when I’m in those situations if I can and try it on for size.  You never know, it may just fit.

Posted in darkness and light, Inspiration

Stuff

Stuff happens,

It’s just stuff.

But then we judge it….

Now, there’s good stuff and bad stuff,

And this is the bad stuff.

Now, it’s a problem,

Now, there are tears,

And life has become a fight.

It wasn’t stuff that changed,

It was the judgement we took to it.

Posted in darkness and light, Energy healing, love, spiritual skills and techniques

You Are the Catalyst for Change

Think of a situation in your life that is causing you difficulty, upheaval, pain, or stress.

Imagine if you approached the situation with the awareness that unconditional, eternal, limitless love exists within your being and that you can easily express, embody, and ground this love.

This means love would manifest through your actions, reactions, expressions, creations, and thoughts.

The way you communicate, both with yourself and with others, would alter and transform dramatically.

Try to imagine the unconditional, eternal, limitless love within your being at this moment.

Imagine, sense, or acknowledge that it is radiating outwards.

Then, think of the difficult situation, radiate this love to the difficult situation.

As you do so, observe your perspective, the way you perceive yourself and the situation.
Notice if it changes in any way.

The more love you send to the situation, the more it will transform within your being.

The difficult situation will transform within your being because it was created from an energy within your being.

Therefore, this will naturally be projected into your life, experienced by you in the coming hours, days, weeks, or months.

Imagine if you approach every single situation and experience from this space, you will begin to create a momentum.

You are the catalyst for change and the creation of love.

With a focus on the power of your love, you create a loving reality and a loving sense of being for yourself to experience every day.

Posted in Energy healing, inner child, spiritual skills and techniques

Don’t Avoid You

You have issues that need addressing.

You know you do.

There’s healing from the past that you need to attend to.

Why are you avoiding it?

Why do you keep putting it off?

Procrastinating.

Putting it on the back burner.

And then, bemoaning the difficulties that keep surfacing in your life?

You’re good at dealing with this stuff,

The emotions and the problems,

You’re good at giving advice, unpicking the knots,

You do it for everyone else,

Family and friends,

But you wantonly ignore yourself.

What’s that about?

And then, when things become really hard

You start to cast your eyes about

Looking for solutions outside of yourself

Looking for a substance, a product, a service, a person to help.

And maybe it gets better for a while, but never for long

Because only you can fix what’s inside.

Maybe you don’t think it’s down to you,

After all, so much is not of your making,

Life throwing stones on your path.

And you are the victim.

But you are the one calling it in,

You are choosing all that comes your way,

Even when you don’t realise it.

Maybe it’s because, deep down,

You don’t believe you deserve better.

And maybe that truth is so deep

You can’t see it.

Maybe you fear to visit the past

To open up your own Pandora’s box?

But you don’t need to visit the past,

You don’t need to bring up the hurt.

You don’t need to face it at all.

You are healing what is happening now,

When the triggers are active.

You can do all the healing inside you

And not visit the past at all.

No need to face down all those demons,

Just heal the now with your love.

It’s time, my friend.

Stop avoiding yourself.

Stop looking for solutions outside of you.

Do the work.

Heal.  

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Posted in Ascension, Inspiration, transformation

Make Space For The New

What is it all about when everything is going wrong?  Problems everywhere. 

You’re moving through life, and it’s maybe through a storm or a lull, and maybe you’ve finally got past all the moves you needed to make in order to bring yourself into the right stream.

And yet, everything is going wrong.  Or maybe just one thing is going wrong but it’s a fundamental thing that affects everything.

What’s that about?

If you were aware that your soul is constantly helping you to align with the divine source, talking to you, showing you the way to go, how would you see things differently?

Maybe you would.  Maybe you would stop and sense where you are forcing things through instead of letting them flow.  Maybe you would begin to notice where you are holding resistance to change.  Maybe your soul is saying, “Let’s not do that anymore, it really isn’t serving us” and yet, you really feel like THAT’S not going to happen. 

A part of you is just not ready to give that up, to change that behaviour or belief.  But let’s face it, you know, deep down, that’s not serving you anymore. You know that the reasons you are stuck doing this are not coming from your highest good. So, the universal energies keep putting obstacles on your path, especially around that particular thing, because eventually, you will get it. 

And if we don’t, if we persist, we get ill.  We begin to internalise the dissonance, the energy that’s going against our divine nature, going against the flow.  It goes into our being, into our body, and our body carries it, so we can keep doing whatever it is that isn’t serving us but that we can’t let go.

Let it go.  It’s that simple. 

It’s time to make space for your new life, your new you. The one you’ve been waiting for, hoping for. It’s here, so don’t fight it now. You’ve levelled up, you can’t continue doing that other stuff anymore. Now, you really need to listen to the flow of life, constantly placing you where you need to be, doing what you need to do, to stay with your fulfilment. It’s time to make space for the new.   

Posted in Inspiration, sovereignty, The Truth of our Being

Living Our Truth

Here’s a difficult question today, and it’s not even ‘transformational question Friday’ (for those that don’t know, we have a little Friday theme going on).

This question is challenging us to a new kind of self-truth. “In what ways are you living a lie?” Ouch, did that hurt? Maybe your answer is, “Not at all!” Maybe the ways we do this are so carefully dismissed and disguised by us, excuses made, that we hardly even realise it anymore.

By living a lie, I mean living in a manner that we are not being honest with ourselves. Perhaps we diminish our truth with our significant other, our family or friends. Maybe it’s something we do at work. It can be little or big things. Essentially, it’s diminishing ourselves and it’s always about what others think. Examples of not living our truth might include needing to hide our gender identity, secret addictions or behaviours, holding secrets within our key relationships. Anything we think we’re going to get judged for, basically. These hidden truths are often about society’s rules and expectations, but those rules are meaningless and we don’t have to live by them. The only rules and expectations we need are those that come from within, using our own moral compass, from our compassionate and honest heart. And the person who is really getting hurt here, is us.

It’s not always the big things, it can be little moments when we diminish our truth, saying what we know is going to be best received, and we usually get an uncomfortable feeling when we do that. I had one of those moments recently. A neighbour asked me in a public setting if I had received the Covid vaccination yet. I said the truth, no, I haven’t, I picked up her body language, saw her shift uncomfortably. She’s die-hard pro-vaccine and publishes her views that those who are not stepping up are letting everybody else down. The truth is, I’m choosing not to get the vaccination but I said this; “I was only offered the one that’s being investigated for risk of blood clots, I’ve had two blood clots in my lungs and one in my legs in the past, I’m not taking the injection I was offered because of the risk and now I’ve been put to the end of the list.” Everything I said was true but it wasn’t THE truth. I have no intention of having the vaccine. I noticed the uncomfortable feeling of that lie and later wished I’d been true to myself, rather than acting from my perception of what another thinks. I’m entitled to a choice and don’t need to offer an explanation. A learning opportunity for the next time.

If we can’t be honest with our loved ones about the truth of who we are, we are better to walk away, even if only for a time, to become comfortable with the truth within ourselves first. Or we need to lay our truth out on the table, no matter the consequences. To live a lie is to create a chaotic and dishonest resonance that won’t support our relationships to function in harmony. And for myself, if a person is lying to another about their truth, then they have it in them to lie to me too. And if a friend is disparaging their other friends in my ear, they can be doing the same about me. That’s not a person who knows how to be true to themselves, let alone anyone else.

When it comes to disclosure, we don’t need to share with those who won’t know what to do with the information and, quite often, they don’t really need to know. You don’t owe anyone an explanation for who you are. We are not wilfully hiding who we are, but we don’t have to explain ourselves.

Something else to bear in mind, if you are feeling ready to let your truth show, timing is everything, feel your way through it, don’t just blurt it out. Spend time making it more obvious without saying it outright by living your truth more visibly and drop casual statements that validate your truth. In it’s own time, an opportunity will open up to have a conversation and when that happens, let your confidence and self-belief shine through. This is your TRUTH, own it.

When we live a lie, no matter how small, it eats away at us. Over time, we become accustomed to it for the most part, but we are living in an energy of dissonance and we create our own toxicity. That often expresses itself in our lives physically as an illness. Most of these conditions primarily feature either chronic fatigue, immune deficiency or inflammatory conditions.

Chronic fatigue is a way for our body to shut down. It’s saying, “I can’t live like this anymore! Please, let’s just stop altogether.” That exhaustion is displaced from the dissonance and toxic conditions in our lives.

Immune deficiency is the body’s way of saying, “I can’t fight anymore, I’m overwhelmed, I give up.”

And inflammation disorders are the body’s response to living in damaging conditions or lifestyle. This condition is fighting back, doing it’s level best to protect the body from threat, except that the threat in question cannot be cushioned by swelling and the resulting aches and pains only make life worse.

When you live with long-term conditions, look for the lie in your life. It may even be that your entire life is not where it needs to be, and I say that as I’m about to embark on my new start, new home and new life, already my health conditions have started to move into the realm of wellness. None of this is a judgement, it’s a wake-up call. When we move to be in alignment with our truth, we remove those limitations, that toxicity and dissonance and step out into the light. Truth is light and light doesn’t shine where it’s hidden.

The time has come to open up to the truth of who we are. Let everything be known, the consequences will not be as severe as you imagine. And if they are, ride the storm knowing you are following the truth of your heart. And you will feel like a weight has been lifted from you when you are no longer hiding your truth. But remember, one step at a time. Let’s all do it together, loving and supporting each other, holding amnesty for all the secrets that are revealed. This is how we claim ourselves, how we access 100 per cent personal power, 100 per cent supreme liberation, 100 per cent authentic self. Imagine that.

[ I love this amazing painting by artist Aleah Chapin. These women are naked in their truth and look how magnificent they are. So powerful. aleahchapin.com ]

Posted in Energy healing, inner child

Healing At Source

When we need healing, when there is something inside of us that is a wound from the past, something that keeps disturbing our peace and hijacking our life, it surfaces in one or two ways.  One way is through our body as physical symptoms and especially when we and our doctor struggle to understand what is wrong.  The other way our wounds and traumas surface are in our relationships.  This is because other people act as a mirror that allow us to see ourselves.  Other people create the kind of situations which trigger our patterns and beliefs.  The worst case scenario is that we find ourselves in toxic relationships, whether familial, intimate or platonic.

When we become ill with chronic pain and fatigue, explained or unexplained symptoms, when we are suffering an emotional rollercoaster of torment and blame in our relationships, we need to do something about it, otherwise, we go around and around in circles.  If we leave the relationship, we just end up in another similar situation.  If we successfully treat the symptoms and conditions of our illness, we just end up with another illness a short way down the road.  That stuff has to come out somehow, but it doesn’t get rid of it until we remove the energy at source.

Does any of this sound familiar?  If so, what is the answer?  There is only one answer and that is to treat the underlying problem at source.  If we treat only the surface appearance of it, the symptoms, it is not gone and it just keeps coming back.  This means we have to treat the problem at a deeper level, at a subconscious level.  That means energetically as well as physically because the wound or trauma isn’t just a physical manifestation, it’s emotional energy, it’s memory, it’s a trapped moment from our past when an energy blockage was created, a wound.  A wound is a powerful emotional energy that is frozen in time, stuck with a deep-set belief that doesn’t work for us, never did.  A belief like “I’m not good enough” or “I’m unlovable” or “Everyone abandons me”.  There are so many possible beliefs based around rejection, loss, lack of self-worth, lack of self-love.  Essentially, these wounds are stopping us from loving ourselves and that is desperately what we need to be able to do, to embrace ourselves, become ourselves, love ourselves. 

How do we remove the wound?  When we treat conditions with conventional medicine we are usually using chemicals in the form of drugs to mask or remove the symptoms but not the dis-ease, conventional medicine is rarely holistic.  But if we treat our needs using a treatment that targets the energy that is forming the wound, the feelings and pain, the frozen blockage, then we are able to dissolve that wound away to nothing and change the beliefs from impossible ones to healthy ones, removing the patterns and behaviours so they no longer trigger pain and suffering for us. 

Posted in Angels, channelled message, Inspiration

A Message from the Collective Angelic Presence

We are with you in ways beyond your comprehension and our love extends to all upon the Earth.  Our hearts are open.  We are the collective angelic presence, available to you all.  We come forward to speak with the greatest love, to remind you that we are amongst you and supporting you throughout all your trials, throughout all your challenges, throughout all your days and nights. 

We wish to express to you the ways in which we fulfil a supporting and loving role with you and for you.  Firstly, please know that everyone has personal angelic guides and supporters.  They are with you constantly, they are by your side.  Any need you express will be their focus.  They give to you, through love and light, whatever your needs are in any given moment, should you ask. 

Sometimes, when you ask, your conditions will change instantly and you will feel the connection with your angel guides. You will know that your prayer has been received and responded to.  Sometimes, you will not notice anything change because the change will be gradual and seem natural from your perspective.  Sometimes, it will seem that nothing has been heard, that your asking, your prayer, has not been responded to.  This is never the case. There are times when the response is not as you expect, for instance, you may ask for the removal of difficult conditions that are manifesting for you such as sadness, depression, pain or anxieties.  You may ask for these conditions to be removed and you may find that the conditions are still present.  When the conditions can be removed, they will be removed.  But there are times when your soul and your higher self, who know exactly what you need for your healing and your fulfilment, if they see that these difficult conditions are serving  you, are teaching you or are giving you an opportunity to release what needs to be released, they may not be removed by us, for we would never wish to take away your opportunities for growth and will not act against the wishes of your highest self.   

The opportunities to increase your light and move into healing are paramount to your wellbeing.  There are times when your difficult conditions may be removed temporarily in order to provide a moment of peace and rest for you, a kind of sanctuary, where you can take some moments removed from the difficulty that you perceive and this may be so with chronic pain or depression.  There are, quite often, other ways that we can support you, even if difficult conditions remain.  We may support you to be more comfortable with the conditions present, to feel more supported and loved, to understand those conditions. 

We often hear your questions, such as “Where am I going?  What is my destiny?  Will I meet a romantic partner soon?  Will my project work?  How long do I have to wait?  Why can’t I get better?”  There are many questions constantly being asked, and of course, it is the case that our response is quite often, from your perspective, subtle.  You may see an affirming sign if you are open to receive.  Our tendency, through the love of the Creator, is to support you in finding the answer within yourself.  So, instead of asking us a direct question and expecting a direct response, it helps if you begin a dialogue with your personal angelic supporter on the subject and this will enable you to explore the subject of your question.  Simply ask the question, perceiving yourself talking to your personal angel and allow your angel’s response to come up in your awareness, like an internal dialogue. Quite often, doing so will bring you to your answer.  All answers already exist within you, there is nothing that does not exist within you.  When you ask the Creator a question, you always already have the answer inside of you.  So, this approach is a way to reach that answer within you.

We are especially present in strength when you are experiencing the most trying and overwhelming situations.  Perhaps a terrible tragedy has occurred, quite often involving the loss of a loved one, for instance.  That loved one may be a close member of your family, a close personal friend or a beloved pet, for you make deep connections of the heart with many living beings.  When the transition that you call death creates a significant grief for you, it can be seemingly beyond endurance at times.  Whenever you experience any situation that seems to take you to the edge of your endurance, please know that we are with you, surrounding you, and should you remember our presence in your thoughts, it is within the realm of your ability to connect to the feeling of our presence, to experience the serenity, love, compassion, the deep connection that we share with you.  We are committed in service to you.  We are stepping forward and requesting your conscious awareness of our presence so that you may fully embrace all that we express, all that we are.