Posted in Personal Story, The Truth of our Being

Letting Go and Stepping Up

It’s been four months since Andy, my husband, and I separated and I feel it’s time to share this powerfully transformative experience.  We are both still moving through a process of acceptance, of adaptation and grief, we’re not there yet, but we were able to make this profound change in our lives with love in our hearts whilst we supported and cared for each other throughout.  I have to tell you, Andy is an exceptional human being whose big heart has shone like a beacon for me, always.

Andy and I met and recognised each other on a soul level when we were both twenty-one.  It was instant attraction, knowing we were going to grow old together.  We were so close, we had no children and made everything in life something we did together.  For years, we were on the spiritual journey together, but as we got older, I became more and more focused on my energetic path and he, less and less so, until he hardly did anything spiritual anymore.  Three years ago, we retired, each with a completely different plan in mind for retirement.  For some years, it was obvious that we were moving onto different paths, taking different journeys, but also, we were no longer matching each other’s energy or needs.  I was finally growing up and stepping into my personal power, finally ready to step out on my own two feet for the first time in life and Andy, my nurturer, provider and loving protector, was beginning to find himself out of a job.

We were in the process of change and dialogue for several years.  Sometimes strained, sometimes difficult, triggered conversations, but mostly there was love present and an attempt to understand each other.  Finally, the time came in our sixtieth year, having been together thirty-nine years, and I had to call it, knowing without question it was what was needed.  It was so hard because I felt the weight of responsibility and the guilt of being the one who called for it whilst he didn’t want us to go our separate ways.  I held onto the deep feeling that, one day, we would both look back from a future we don’t yet know and see that it has been the best thing for us both.  I truly believe that will prove to be true.     

Then came the day the words were finally said.  There had been many previous conversations but never the finality of saying “this is it”.  We sat down together and I quietly explained what was in my heart.  I put everything together and talked about where I was coming from and the reasons that nothing we had done or could do was going to work.  I called it.  Then, I looked at him and waited for his response.  He told me he understood and could see where I was coming from and if that’s what I needed us to do, then he would support me.  He is, without doubt the most wonderful man with a heart of gold, because deep down inside, he was crying for us. 

That was the start.  There were many months of selling our house, selling off or dividing our possessions, finding and purchasing a new home each.  We supported each other, did everything together.  We went house hunting with each other, helping each other find the best place.  It was six months of transition.  The decision was made but we were still putting all the pieces in place and Andy supported the process hugely, focusing on the practicalities as his way of coping, putting his emotions aside.

But the day we both drove off in separate cars from our joint home to two new houses, one each, we both cried tears of loss and heartache as we drove to our new lives apart. 

Now, settling in, although seventy-seven miles apart, we continue to visit each other, we have remained the best of friends.  And I know how hard he is finding it, how lonely he feels.  How much he feels the loss of our retirement dream.  How much he feels the loss of us, the loss of me.  I wish I could take that away for him.  I trust that in time he will find the life he deserves and the freedom to live it, as I am.     

Posted in Abundance and lack, Personal Story

Friendships & Endings

Life has been beautifully active and full these last two weeks, a real contrast to what I’ve grown used to.  Friends have been staying with me and it’s been such a blessing, reminding me that being with long-time dear ones, those who know me so well, is such a blessing and a gift. 

It’s also been a time for adventures and play, embracing fun and experiencing the joys of life.  Full moon sea swims at dusk, visiting my childhood haunts, sipping spiced rum around an open fire as the rain percussed on a glass canopy, on a dark evening.  Toad hunting, hill walking, cooking together and talking deep into the night.  I have been meeting up with so many friends, some new, some long known.  I salute you all, Emma and Andy, Sara and Daryl, Sandy and Alan, Karen, Rachel, thank you all for enriching my life.  This has been a rich time of connection and sharing.      

I’m painting an oracle deck of cards and every time I start a new card, its energy comes into my life and magic fills my being, seeping through all I do.  I just finished card fifteen and am about to begin a new card called ‘Wild Abandon’ which is all about play, fun, joy and embracing movement and the harmonies of the universal energies. 

Sometimes, we are called to move away from people who are in our lives too.  In this year, I have been called to do this, even leaving my husband whom I will always love, choosing the call of my heart and soul, listening to what was needed when I love myself and embrace my truth. 

When we know our paths are no longer heading in the same direction or that we are no longer resonating with each other, it’s time to be true to ourselves.  It’s difficult to speak up at these times, but we’re acting from our empowered centre when we do, even if we’re not being heard or understood.  We need to speak our truth from a place of love, not from hurt, which means waiting for the right time.  If you feel called to move away from others, be true to yourself, say what needs to be said from your loving heart and then move away.  This is not a time to engage in a two-way conversation, hopefully that’s already happened, if you stay to talk it through as you leave, it’s because you aren’t yet ready to go. 

When relationships are ending, it’s sad but there are no certainties that two people will continue to belong together throughout a lifetime, whether as friends or lovers.  More often, we move into each other’s lives for a purpose and then that purpose is over. Holding on, feeling obliged to stay when the energy has changed is never a good idea for either person, even though one or both may feel bereft or have rejection wounds triggered.  Sometimes, those triggered wounds are a part of our soul path and an opportunity for understanding and healing to take place.

If you have a relationship that feels like it might be ending, it’s okay to accept the energy of ending and new beginnings.  Whether you are the one speaking up and choosing to move away or the one who is being left, it’s okay.  Be honest, open, trust yourself and them, find the right words, speak from a place of love.  Don’t engage if it gets bitter, just walk away. What you are doing is going to free you both.    

Posted in Abundance and lack, Ascension, channelled message, divine magic, Energy healing, Goddess, healing, I AM Presence, Inspiration, love, oneness, Online workshops, Soul Integration, Soul Mastery, spiritual skills and techniques, the Creator, The Truth of our Being, transformation, Twin Flame

Divine Union Is You

We live our lives with the illusion of separation and it causes us so much trouble and gives us so many rich experiences for our growth.

A double edged sword, you might say.

We are now fast-tracking our growth and healing and bringing that sense of separation to an end as we invite and embody divine union.

How do we do this? We activate and ignite our twin flame.

Your twin flame is an energy that sits at the core of your soul. Activating it is akin to connecting with the truth of our being. You see, we are divine. You are divine, you are divine now, always have been, always will be. You are never alone, you are a beacon of love, in fact, you are love incarnate. You are always everything that is, everything.

But the question is, do you sense, feel, acknowledge these deep truths about you?

If you do, you will never seek anything outside of yourself.
You will never feel lonely or as though you don’t belong.
You will never need healing.
You will always be complete and balanced.

And that’s just for starters. It’s time to activate your twin flame. Because your twin flame IS divine union. It is the divine feminine and divine masculine that you are, combined. Because we are all both.

And when you activate divine union at the core of your being, your soul, you BECOME your divine truth. You wake up to being the divine being you always were. You rock it.

Imagine going through life KNOWING you are divine. BEING your divine self.

To activate your twin flame requires an energetic activation process that I would LOVE to take you through on my TWIN FLAME ALCHEMY online workshop.

It takes place on FRIDAY 13th AUGUST at 3.30pm to 5.30pm British Summer Time.
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Not only will you ignite your twin flame but you will also receive a sacred soul initiation, integrating you with the full spectrum of your soul and entitling you to enrol on all future amenet drago : Soul Mastery workshops.

You will experience not one, but two energy chambers where you will meet your twin flame embodied as a person or persons and then manifest your twin flame into your life as a person who acts as a mirror for you and creates sacred, divine union with you, in the form of your choosing.

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Posted in death, love, oneness, transformation

Death is Love Teaching Us That We are One

We have such negative ideas about death in our culture.

And, of course, we don’t have to.

The truth is, humanity carries such a deep separation wound.

Separation from the divine,

From the Creator,

From each other,

From ourselves.

And so we fear death.

Because we only see separation

Where it does not exist.

And that can manifest as abandonment

Because we are here to learn and grow.

So, death comes into our lives to teach us.

Abandonment comes forward to teach us.

Rejection comes forward to teach us.

To teach us that we are love,

That we carry all we seek within ourselves.

We are always whole,

We are always divine,

We are always love.

We are never alone,

We are never separate from anything or anyone.

We are never abandoned,

We never were.

Death is here to show us

That we are so much more than our bodies

And we cannot lose anything or anyone

And if we look inside

We will see that there is nothing that is not us.

[Painting called ‘Homo Luminous: The Ascended Human’ by Ananda-Amenet Reid]

Posted in darkness and light, death, Online workshops

Death is Our Teacher

Death is a subject close to my heart.  Being a psychopomp, a fancy Greek word meaning one who guides souls, death is ever present as a part of my role.  A psychopomp travels energetically using shamanic skills to connect with those who are in the process of departing through the transition we call death.  I help people and animals to pass over and also guide souls who are stuck, such as we might call hauntings, supporting them to move towards the light, enabling them to cross into the realms of spirit. 

I have found that the role of the psychopomp is all about those who are left behind, those sitting on the sidelines whilst a loved one is going through the process we call death.  Many times, I am present to support them, to help them let go, to be reassured, to move through their grief. 

Everyone is touched by death, sooner or later, we all lose someone we love.  And it’s hard.  It’s even harder that we belong to a culture that is not comfortable talking about death.  We are all concerned, not only with the grief of loss, but our own ageing and eventual demise.  How do we understand it, how to we prepare for it?  How do we talk to our children about it?  The truth is, so many don’t really know how or what to say and there are such discrepancies about what happens next. 

Personally, I feel very sure about what happens next, having had a lot of evidence from a young age to support my understanding, but this is the kind of evidence that cannot easily be shared. 

Recently, I’ve been working on a project with my niece, Psychic Medium and Rune Witch, Chloe Elgar.  She is someone who is very much in touch with death and embraces it along with life.  We have been exploring some of the energies death brings us.  That inspired me to consider running an online workshop on the subject of death because I really see there’s a need for us all to explore this together.  But then I thought, who will come to that?  And I let the idea fall away.  Then, a conversation led me to reconsider.  I was talking to a mother who was watching her twelve year old son struggling with the idea of death, and just as this was unfolding for him, his beloved one year old cat was hit and killed by a car outside his house.  He was devastated.  He is really getting an initiation into death from the energies on his path, it seems.  As we talked, I realised we do need to have workshops on death.  We do need to know how to help children manage the emotions and the ideas it brings, and not just children, we are just as much in need as adults. 

And from there, my next online workshop project was born.  Expect a few posts on this subject as I plan and develop the content of this new and, I feel, vital energy workshop.  As always, I will be calling in light beings from the inner planes, channelling their wisdom and supporting a deep state of awareness for participants to receive deep transformation in the understanding and embracing of the wisdom death offers us.      

Posted in oneness, Soul Integration

Four Ways to Tell Your Soul From Your Ego

Ego and Personality are interconnected, the clue is in the word ‘personal’.  What is personal is ego, what is personal is of the personality. 

When we experience soul integration, we begin to embrace our soul as our sense of self instead of the ego/personality.  The more the integration evolves within us, the more our sense of self changes. 

What are the differences between being our personality/ego and being our soul?  Here are four ways to tell the difference:

  1. EGO comes from a sense of separateness.  As our personality/ego, we view ourselves as a separate entity within the world, we are therefore subject to the views of others and find it difficult to move into a state of sovereignty with ourselves.
    SOUL is never separate and always perceives self from a state of oneness with all.  Soul is beyond personality, soul constantly exists beyond space and time, soul is energy and therefore perceives itself as energy, the same energy that everything is made of.  Soul is never anything other than a pure expression of the divine source, therefore soul is always sovereign.  From the stance of being integrated with our soul, we are always in our sovereignty, always embodying supreme liberation and our personal power. 
  2. EGO personalises.  Our personality/ego takes things personally, something most of us do many times a day, in little ways or big ways.  Because of that sense of separation, ego perceives that the words and actions of others are personal, therefore, we are subject to taking offence.  When we personalise, we respond in one of two ways, either we put ourselves down or we big ourselves up.  Either way, we are covering for a low sense of self-worth.  Personalising is all about low self-worth.
    SOUL never personalises because of soul’s constant awareness that it is interconnected to all that is.  If a person says something cutting, whether intentional or not, soul observes but takes no offence.  What is there to be offended about?  Soul doesn’t have a self-worth problem, it simply isn’t relevant because soul is complete and fulfilled and is never seeking the acceptance or admiration of any other.  Soul’s self-belief is beyond question because soul is its own source of love, acceptance and approval.  Soul is sovereign in all areas.
     
  3. EGO experiences hurt feelings.  A sense of separateness and tendency to personalise leads to hurt feelings.  Ego/personality is wont to experience hurt feelings commonly due to identifying as a separate, vulnerable being.  Why would we be hurt if we didn’t believe what was being said?  Or fear there is some truth there?  Why would we value the opinion of someone who could hurt us?  Ego is not confident in its own self-worth.  Ego cares about what others think of us because we haven’t embraced our authentic self yet.     
    SOUL does not feel hurt in any situation because soul knows that nothing is personal, since nothing is separate.  Even in the face of the greatest offence, soul is unflappable and does not perceive an attack.  Soul is only ever authentic and therefore would never accept and believe the voice of another over and above their own inner true voice.  Soul only ever hears the inner true voice inside.  When we are soul, we are sovereign, we are true to ourselves without question.
  4. EGO defends itself.  Ego/personality spends most of its time trying to defend the persona.  Persona is the construct of self we create to protect ourselves, it is not our authentic self.  Ego believes this is necessary to protect us from harm and from realising all the traumas and wounds of the past that could hurt us if we accepted them.  Ego, therefore, does everything it can to deflect, deny, blame, avoid and otherwise defend.  Defence is all about lack of trust in ourselves, about coming from a place of separateness.  It’s all about caring more about what others think than owning our truth.   
    SOUL has nothing to defend.  Soul is only ever authentic at all times, soul is the self’s truth.  Soul just is.

When we undergo soul integration, we are inviting our soul into our body space to fulfil the role that our ego/personality is struggling to achieve.  Our soul is much better equipped for the job and brings so many rich gifts, skills and tools with it.  Our soul is all that we are and ever have been, throughout every incarnation.  As we integrate more and more with our soul, we lose those experiences that are coming from ego/personality and become a being that is living in the physical upon the Earth as a soul, a being of light and love who transcends the limitations of the ego and embodies the authentic truth of our being. 

The Soul Integration workshop is about to be launched here soon. This is energy work that goes deep and downloads all you need to embrace and embody your soul in every aspect of your life. You will claim the full spectrum of your soul, all the skills, talents and abilities that your soul holds for you. You will uncover your soul destiny and connect with your soul family. You are walking a pathway upon the Earth and it’s sometimes a struggle to move through that pathway. By connecting with your soul, you are empowered, all that you are is empowered, to manifest and exist fully, absolutely and completely upon the Earth. Time to be your best self.

        

Posted in Inspiration, oneness, Personal Story

Opening Up to Oneness

In my meditations of late I’ve been asking for, from within my being, a state of deep peace.  A peace so deep that only love can live there.  Wouldn’t that be nice?  To be at peace in any given situation or circumstance, to only experience deep peace.  Aaahhhh!  Yes.  Nice.

It occurs to me, in achieving such a state I would be letting go of all struggle, all baggage, all challenge, maybe even the desire to achieve.  I would simply become. 

Have you ever met somebody, and in getting to know them you see yourself reflected in them?  You recognise yourself, your struggles, your loves, your journey, your habits, your choices?  Maybe even your temper, your wounds, your fears?  They tend to be the people we either instantly love or hate, because we see either the best or the worst of us staring in our face.  When we recognise ourselves in others, we are really recognising the divine source, the unifying factor that is us all.  The blending of all beings into a source. 

Upon the Earth, this is an experience of connection.  These are the ones with whom we make the deepest connection and we call them our soul family, our tribe.  Connecting with another is accepting them, supporting them.  To do that well, we must first accept ourself, support ourself.  This is the energy of oneness, and I think it is akin to what I was looking for in finding that state of deep peace. 

It is a state of openness, of allowing our energy, our love and light to flow, to receive and to give our light to and from others.  Not only other people but all energies upon the Earth, all living beings.  When that light and love is flowing in connection like that, we are in a state of oneness.

Oneness is the absence of separation, the absence of fear.  It is openness and connection without judgement, without conditions.  In oneness, we embrace ourselves fully and learn to accept the dark and the light in equal measure, with the same spirit of surrender.    

Oneness is like a kind of a community.  Have you ever been to an event or a place where you really felt you belonged, where you felt a part of everything and shared a deep connection with everyone who was with you there?  Maybe something incredible happened that you all witnessed together?  When you come away from an event like that and everyone separates, you really feel a sense of loss.  You lose that sense of being understood, without words, because you all shared the same deep understanding.  You know you can’t talk to anybody else about what happened there, they just wouldn’t get it.  We crave to be with those with whom we can feel and connect so deeply as that.  That is what oneness is like, and it can be there all the time and with everybody.

Where is that missing from my life?  Everywhere.  Almost everywhere, there are those with whom I have experienced this within my life but it’s not always easy to stay in that place.  Why?  Too many wounds, too much growth surges, too many challenges that bring ego to the fore and steal the stillness that this kind of experience requires.  It’s often the simple surface practicalities that cause a feeling of separation; distance, emotionally and physically.  Communication breakdowns. 

Mundane normality steals away the magic; bills, chores, tasks, problems, commitments.  Ego.  Ego is a big one, ego can really put a damper on connection and openness. And fear, they go hand in hand.  It’s often lack of confidence, of worthiness, we don’t settle into that sense of belonging because we fear what somebody else may think.  We don’t have the courage, and it really needs to be there deep, deep down, where we don’t tend to peer inside of us, not just surface courage.

Think of all those times when we push people away, when we disregard them, refuse help, feel we have to do this on our own.  The times when we convinced ourself that there is nobody who gets us, who understands, nobody who cares.  All the times we feel lonely.

We are living in a period of time when many of us have experienced loneliness with Covid and lockdowns.  Imagine rewriting that experience whist bringing in the energy of oneness, of unity and connection.  That energy starts within us, it is that place of deep peace within.  It is the confidence, the self-belief, the presence to surrender to our own beauty and that of every being around us. 

How can I ever feel lonely?  How can I entertain that idea, unless by choice?  If I feel loneliness, then I must be closing myself down. I live in a house with a loving husband.  We are separating but we still love each other deeply and he would never refuse me a hug if I needed one.  He wouldn’t even ask for a reason.  If he sees me struggling, he will offer to cook something for me or suggest that we go for a walk on the nearby beach together.  And I have two very affectionate cats, they are always up for cuddles and attention, they never say no either.  How could I diminish their value and importance?  Their unique kind of connection is the purest of all.  No judgements, no communication issues, no holds barred, they are totally committed to open connection with me at the drop of a hat. 

What am I doing, thinking that I’m lonely?  Discounting my loving husband and my two adorable cats?  I’m creating limitations and conditions, aren’t I?  As if they don’t count, are not what or who I’m craving connection with.  I could have a deep and open connection with the beings in my household in every moment and they would certainly value and appreciate my reaching out.  I really need to open myself up to oneness every day and remember that oneness doesn’t pick and choose, we are all the same.  What if we are all closing ourselves down inside and feeling alone whilst creating the belief that the ones we are with are not the ones we want or who want us?  What if we take a risk and reach out?  Only now matters.  We might surprise ourselves and them.  I suspect we will find that we are all craving support and acceptance from each other, to give and receive, we are all waiting to be invited and somebody has to make the first move.                 

Posted in Inspiration

Good Morning, Beautiful Soul!

Everything you are, I am also.  Everything I am, you are.  What is it like when we begin to experience unity consciousness as a part of living our lives on Earth? 

To begin with, it seems almost impossible because separation has been our reality for so long, for thousands of years and more.  We may say we are one, but do we deep down feel that way when we are living our lives separately, living inside our own heads?

Don’t stop, keep on believing it, keep on feeling that it’s the truth, even if life just doesn’t feel that way.  It will.  There will come a moment when you find yourself feeling connected to everything, like there is no separation at all between you and anything else.  It will blow you away.  The first few times it won’t last and you will feel sad when you realise that feeling has left you.  Don’t get fixated on that moment.  Don’t worry, it will come back, again and again, and it will stay with you longer and slowly become who you are.  You will begin to feel a oneness with nature, with the sky, with the air.  You will feel an affinity and connection with the people around you, eventually it will become a lasting oneness with everything and everybody. We are moving fluidly through the process and this is so wonderful, so enriching.  It is building and consolidating within our consciousness. 

I expect you’ve already had a moment or two like this, right?  If not, they will come.  Perhaps you are one that has woken up completely?  We are waking up and then gently nudging our neighbours, helping each other to wake up together, we are stretching our limbs, yawning and opening our eyes.  We are seeing ourselves and each other anew, seeing for the first time what has always been true; there is only one of us.  Good morning, beautiful, divine soul!

And Solstice Blessings on this special, magical day to all that is one!
Love and Solstice Light to you, beautiful soul,
Ananda Amenet x

Posted in channelled message, crystalline kingdom

Message From the Crystalline Kingdom: 1

“Let it be said, there is no earthly meaning beyond that which you are expressing.  Your beautiful beings are scintillating diamonds upon the Earth.  We are the Crystalline Kingdom, bringing to you our love and magnificence.  Our energies are expressed through all that you are.  Our presence brings great opportunities to you, for we wish to share our light throughout your being now and awaken the wisdom that lies deep within you, within your DNA, within your molecules, within your energy field, within your consciousness, within your soul. 

This is the time of remembrance, the time of awakening and we wish to be of service and support you in reconnecting with your truth.  There is no separation.  There is no separation.  You may hear these words but do you truly comprehend the truth within them?  You are not separate from the divine source, nor have you ever been so.  You are one with the divine source, the illusion of separation is being revealed and it is time to embrace all that you are.  The uniqueness of your being is preserved with your awakening, and yet, your awareness of unity with all permeates through all that you are and all that is.  To ask the divine source for help and support, for love and grace, for anything you wish is to ask yourself.  To love another is to love yourself.  There is no separation.  It is time to truly embody and embrace this truth, for this is the truth of who you are.

We, the Crystalline Kingdom, wish to extend our love and devotion to the scintillating crystalline beings that appear as though separate upon the Earth and are called humanity, and yet are one with all that is.  So be it.”     

Posted in channelled message, Lord Merlin

Message from Lord Merlin: 2

“I am present with greatest love and devotion, for you are most worthy of my support.  I am Lord Merlin.  We are working together towards the fulfilment of Mother Earth’s desire to ascend in beauty and magnificence, for she is ready to step into her new role as a great goddess of love.

Mother Earth is expanding, she is bringing forth all that is truth and divine for humanity, in order to express her fullest magnificence.  Humanity is blossoming as the unified energy of the Creator upon Earth.  It is the case that humanity, in terms of each individual human being upon the Earth, is waking up.  Some are waking first, others will wake later.  Waking up to the remembrance that each and everyone is of the Creator and an expression of the Creator’s being upon the Earth.  There is no separation.  The illusion of separation and individuality is akin to the journey of the human soul away from the Creator’s core, from the Creator’s heart, in order to define itself. 

Now is the time that many souls upon the Earth are moving, once again, into the light and love and glory of the Creator’s heart energy.  And this is occurring naturally.  It is happening to those who desire it, who can hold the intention, who can imagine it and who, therefore, choose it.  There is nothing to be done, it is already the case that you are the Creator.  And in choosing to express who you are as the Creator, then you activate that energy within yourself and project it beyond yourself and into the entirety of humanity and the Earth. 

Beloved beings of light, for I speak to you all, there is no striving to be done, there is no hard work to be confronted or endured.  Simply allow yourself to be who you are in all your magnificence, for you are divine, you are the light, you are love incarnate.  It is simply a question of letting go of the resistance to your truth.  I am Lord Merlin and I walk amongst you bringing divine magic into your realities so that you may connect with your ability to create the truth of your being.  My love is with you, so be it.”