I’m hearing from several of my sisters that life is not easy at the moment. There’s stuff coming up that needs dealing with, so much is presenting, so much to take on board. Sometimes, it feels relentless, sometimes, we wonder if it will ever end, if we will ever find peace and stability again. Yes, we will, we do. But it’s a mistake to think that’s the goal. Progress is not getting to a point where the difficult stuff no longer happens, progress is being with that stuff and being stable and finding peace when we are still experiencing it. It’s not life that changes, it’s what we take to it. It’s us that changes.
When we’re in the thick of it, when the chaos is swirling all around, our thoughts and feelings are all over the place, we are so confused, we sometimes cannot tell the difference between truth and illusions. We need to be able to hear our higher self guiding us but we can’t hear the voice, we are unable to differentiate the voice of our ego-personality, our wounded self, from our higher self at times like these.
This is what we can do. Write down the questions that are going around your head. Maybe it’s about what direction you are being prompted to move forward in. Maybe it’s about who is in your life that’s not serving you. Maybe it’s about healing from the past. Physical, emotional and mental conditions are your body’s way of letting you know there’s unresolved pain that needs your attention. There will be themes, specific situations that trigger more pain, whether physical or psychological. They are telling you what it’s about.
Although we have days that are really tough, we also get a break, days when we seem to be coping again and can get on with our life. It’s easy to just fall back into life and forget about what just happened, but don’t. Because you wrote those questions down, go to them now and spend a few moments letting what comes up be captured on paper. You can allow your higher self to come to the fore now because you’re not triggered. You can trust your intuition to give you your truth. All you need do is move yourself aside, and that means moving aside your judgements, expectations, limitations and opinions for a few moments in order to see what your highest self has to say to you. This is a great skill to have and a wonderful way to gift yourself more of the love that you are.
I also wish to let you know this. No matter how it feels, you are magnificent and you are in the right place, experiencing what is needed for your soul’s path. It may not feel like it, but this is all okay. This is all serving you and you are doing brilliantly. You haven’t lost ground. Things might feel like you have, but you haven’t. If you’re walking through the dark night right now, you are on a difficult path but one that brings the biggest gifts and transformations. Believe in yourself, you are going to come out into the light again and you are going to level up. When you do, you will have gained such clarity that you will transform and become someone who embodies a new level of detachment and resilience. You will then be able to surf across days like this, like riding a wave.